Bloody Party Plan

My friends have overdosed me on party plan and i am at the point if i hear anyone mention it i may actually snap and admit myself to the psych unit. Sad thing is i started the trend with a plastics party. AArrrrggghhhh, unfortunately my friends have been caught in my crossfire but there comes a point when enough is enough. We do things out of sympathy, we do things caught in the moment, we do things not thinking about the budget next week. Unfortunately i have fallen victim to all. Now the latest is if i don't cancel within 7 days i still have to pay for it, whether i can afford it or not. To my disgust i am now in a bullied situation where if i don't dig the money from nowhere land then i can not longer purchase anything with said plastic company.  Silly thing is i told them it was cancelled within the required time, it was the host who failed (unconfirmed) to tell the demonstrator within the time frame.  So this has spurred me on to take further action and fully voice to certain people how i really think.  Will keep you posted.